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Buffy- We Will Miss You

12/31/2014

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I had planned this whole post about New Year's and how Channukah was this year. But life can throw one hell of a curve ball, and today, I'm feeling utterly heartbroken.

When I was much younger, my siblings and I used to beg and plead with my parents for a dog. They would always give the standard parental answer of "We'll think about it." or "We'll see." Year after year passed, and it never happened.

When I was fourteen years old, I went through a year of hell. I was in and out of the hospital with unexplained pain and sickness. I was scared, and I was frustrated that no one could figure out what was happening to me. I went back to the emergency room one last time that winter. My appendix had ruptured and I was sent in for emergency surgery. In recovery, my dad asked me if there was anything he could get me. My response was to ask him one last time for a dog. He couldn't say no.

That summer, I picked out an adorable little brown and white shipoo. She was running around, wrestling all the larger puppies to the ground. It was love at first sight. Even my timid six year old brother felt confident holding this little ball of fur. I named her Buffy, after the vampire slayer. She slept at the foot of my bed for years until I got married and moved out. I missed her, and I missed the way that my bubbie would feed her mashed potatoes every night at supper. How we had to be careful as to where she was groomed due to the fact that she knew exactly where she lived and had actually escaped the groomer and run home across four lanes of traffic just to get back to us. I missed the way she rarely kissed people, but always had one for me. 

Now that I have kids of my own, I looked forward to them getting to know her, even though she was a lot older, a lot crankier, and had a lot less patience for children. I willfully ignored the fact that she was seventeen years old, had cataracts, arthritis, bad teeth, and a whole host of other issues. To me, she was eternally a puppy and would always be there. She was a direct link to my childhood, and I had so many memories of my bubbie petting her, caring for her, and speaking to her when she thought no one was looking.

This morning, I got word that she was at the vet's office and I had until noon to get there if I wanted to say goodbye. All the issues I was pretending didn't exist had caught up to her. She was in pain, and there was nothing they could do. I drove down there, and held her with my brother as she peacefully passed away. I will always love her, and I will miss her terribly. She was an amazing dog. Stubborn, some said untrainable (refused to sit, lie down, stay, or anything), loved to sit quietly and get pet, loved us all, and was loved in return. 

Goodbye Buffy.

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Buffy at four months old.
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Buffy hoarding my toiletries after my grade twelve grade trip. She'd eaten my toothpaste.
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Buffy age 10.
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The two of us.
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The City of Arches, and CHAI Montreal

12/8/2014

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So NaNoWriMo 2014 has come and gone. I finished my first draft of The City of Arches and am quite happy with how it turned out. I started this post many times and it didn't work. My kids got sick and it is always difficult when this happens. It seems that with having triplets, once one gets sick, the others shortly follow. They are at the age that they don't understand how to stop the spread of their germs. I also have no self-control. When I see them all sickly and miserable, I have to cuddle and coddle them. Then, of course, I get sick. Ah well.

This book was extremely difficult for me to write. I kept second guessing everything I was doing. Chronologically, it takes place before the events in Sitnalta, yet it is definitely the third book in the series. I kept reading and rereading everything that I had put into Sitnalta and The Kingdom Thief to make sure I wasn't contradicting what I had previously written. Yet I kept having ideas for great plot elements that I could not do. I know that readers are very good at finding inconsistencies in writers' work. 

Another thing was that I kept questioning whether or not readers would WANT to read something that takes place before the events they're already aware of. I kept calling my brother Brian and asking him "Are you sure?" "Is this really a good idea?" He kept telling me to go on, and as my foremost Sitnalta fan and cheerleader, I believed him.

In other news,  I was just interviewed by Lisa Winston the host of the radio programme CHAI Montreal, their Holiday Spirit Show. The interview airs this Sunday at 10:00 p.m. and you can listen live to it on their website: CFMB.ca (just click LISTEN LIVE). We talk about writing, folklore, family, The Hadariah Chronicles, and Sitnalta. (PS. Books make awesome holiday gifts!)
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